Important life choices don’t always announce themselves.
No brass band stands at-the-ready, playing a fanfare to let you know that you are about to do something right or wrong.
That is, perhaps, why most of us believe we are “good people” regardless of the evidence. After Auschwitz, it’s pretty easy for us to rationalize or minimize our participation in anything less awful than that.
We rarely lose the best of ourselves in a moment of operatic drama, but in the thousands of little things that go unmarked and unnoticed in the course of every day.
Morality and decency are worn away an inch at a time; and gained in just the same painstaking way.
Let me tell you about a good man.
The father of a little girl.
He is divorced and cherishes every moment with his daughter. But, his work is demanding, sometimes requires travel, and he has significant payments to his ex-wife specified by his divorce settlement; so money must be made.
A business trip had been scheduled for some time, but two days before it he was told that his child would be one of the kids receiving some special attention at a grade school evening event; one of many such events that a parent is asked to attend, whether it be a band concert, an orchestra performance, a play, or a small honor of some kind.
A few are terrific and wonderful, but most are a matter of “being there,” despite what often amounts to the dreadful boredom of 50 squeaky violins and the butt-breaking, back-breaking pain of hard-wood gym risers as you listen and watch, already exhausted from your day at work.
This man does everything he can to support his little girl. And, mindful that his “ex” is more than a little self-involved, he tries to make up for what she cannot or does not know to give.
Still, money must be made.
As he sat alone in his hotel room on the trip’s first night, he realized — perhaps a bit late — that he was in the wrong place.
That his clients could wait.
That his daughter was more important.
That it mattered more to be with her than away from her.
He reorganized everything, cancelled meetings for the next two days, and changed his flight plans.
It cost him money and time.
A happy ending?
The next day’s weather was bad, he spent hours in the airport, and he didn’t get back into his home town until just after his daughter’s event occurred.
It was frustrating, but he was able to take her out for an ice cream cone and a small celebration of her recognition when the assembly ended.
No proclamation came his way, certainly no acknowledgement from his divorced partner, and probably not even an indelible memory for his child, since our protagonist didn’t mention what he had to do in order to try to attend.
Of course, money does have to be made.
And, martyring yourself for your child’s welfare isn’t healthy either.
Life is like the work of a seamstress: the fabric we stitch of small moments, rarely acknowledged, soon forgotten, but leaving a pattern behind.
Things like whether we hold a door open for someone else, give the homeless person some change, use the word “we” instead of “I,” and the like.
Things like hand-writing a “thank you,” bending down to pick up someone’s fallen package, or giving up a seat on the subway to a senior citizen.
Things like being there for your children, your friends, and even those tourists who look confused.
In 2002, on a street corner in a moderate-sized German town, my wife, youngest daughter, and I were those people; who were aided by a man driving in his car who could see our perplexity, spontaneously parked the vehicle, and walked up and down a couple of blocks over a period of 20 minutes to help us locate a very hard-to-find address.
If it doesn’t cost you something it might be just a little too easy.
The “Three Stooges” used to say, “one for all, all for one, and every man for himself!”
Let’s hope not.
Today is another day. Lots of chances to live by the Golden Rule.
Twenty-four hours of opportunities to put your humanity and integrity over your convenience and advantage.
Will you see those chances? Will you rationalize those opportunities away? Will you be a better person at the end of the day than when the day begins?
No revelations, just the thousands of tiny events that make up a life.
Make a life worth living, not just a living.
The above poster was issued by the United States Government Printing Office during World War II. The image is called Freedom From Fear and originally appeared in the March 13, 1943 issue of the Saturday Evening Post. The painter is Normal Rockwell. It is sourced from Wikimedia Commons.
The oil painting is one of four that Rockwell based on the “four freedoms” mentioned by President Franklin Roosevelt in his January 6, 1941 State of the Union Address: freedom of speech, freedom of worship, freedom from want, and freedom from fear. The posters that used Rockwell’s images were intended to remind the country of what it was fighting for in the war against the Axis powers. The same four freedoms were to become part of the charter for the United Nations.