I don’t have resolutions for the New Year, except to savor the tender moments and the beauties of the earth. Let me bathe in the snow and the rain, with the sun, the children, the grandkids, and woman in the moon. I want to take the people for whom I care and hold them close.
I’d put the sunny days and the loved ones in the fridge to preserve them as they are, but their warmth is what I seek.
Our loved ones are precious because they are temporary, as are we all.
1. To succeed in the job of appreciation, I must forget the thought of appreciation and embrace feelings alone.
The past year reminded us of the role of fate, fortune’s game of daily roulette.
2. “Normality” before the pandemic turned out to have been a piece of extraordinary luck. We showed our faces without thought. Kisses and hugs were commonplace. Custom required handshakes, congratulations, a pat on the back. Shoulders to cry on came without risk.
Now the delivery trucks throw heartbreak on our doorstep along with Amazon merchandise. The latter needs to be ordered; the former comes free of charge. The unwanted product cannot be refused, nor the unhappiness returned.
We will survive as our brave forebears did. Each of us is the beneficiary of their courage, wisdom, and ingenuity. No wonder the Chinese venerate ancestors, those survivors of war, famine, poverty, and discrimination.
3. Applaud them. Add the grocery personnel and the ballot counters, the grape pickers, and every person who works in a medical office or hospital, laboring past the time their eyes water and PTSD steals their joy.
4. Attend to the lonely. Do not mistake their quiet for well-being. As a bereaved woman says in Italo Svevo’s As a Man Grows Older, “The dead are dead, and comfort can only come from the living. We may wish it otherwise, but so it is. It is the living who have need of us.”
And we of them.
We’ve made mistakes. So long as we live, we can reach out, be kinder, and recognize our shared destiny as part of humanity’s brotherhood. And while showing forgiveness, don’t forget to forgive yourself.
The Bible, among other sacred books, speaks to our times:
I have seen something else under the sun:
The race is not to the swift
or the battle to the strong,
nor does food come to the wise
or wealth to the brilliant
or favor to the learned;
but time and chance happen to them all.
Moreover, no one knows when their hour will come:
As fish are caught in a cruel net,
or birds are taken in a snare,
so people are trapped by evil times
that fall unexpectedly upon them.
Ecclesiastes 9:11 and 12.
Yet, nets are like the rest of the world: imperfect. Escapes occur. Our parents and those before them found a way. The ingenuity and effort of medical science worked its miracle this year. Hope still has a place.
What else did I learn from 2020?
5. Irrationality is both inevitable and evident in the mirror if I do not turn away. No matter, too many maintain the righteousness of their scrambled power to reason.
6. Recognizing a past decision as “the big mistake of my life” is an easy game to play, an impossible one to win. Yes, there are missed opportunities, words unspoken or misspoken, and lost friendships. But…
7. Remember this: when we look back, we do so from a changed perspective, toward a bygone moment and place in our lives. Wisdom teaches us no one is gifted with visionary prophecy. Forgiveness also extends to the self.
8. The decisions you made before today were those of a younger soul, fitting well or ill for the time and all the conditions preceding them. Learn from the past but don’t obsess over it.
9. I can reflect upon those errors that still, at a considerable distance, appear as errors. If mending is possible I will try.
10. For now, here is what I can do: make the best decisions befitting the time, my loved ones, and the circumstances of the present.
The day is short. I must seize the day before the day ceases. Fate waits for no one. Good or bad, he must be embraced, either to display my appreciation or to wrestle. This much is within my power.
The record cover needs no introduction. I chose it for the title. The photos following it are of uncertain origin. As suggested by the calendar in the first of these, they appear to date from the middle of the twentieth century. The final piece of art comes with this explanation on Wikimedia Commons: “This image represents self-love in diversity. Its purpose is not just to help oneself but others. In order to accept and appreciate others, first we must love and accept ourselves.” The creator is Elawaltmarie.
Many thanks for your instigating thoughts! Happy New Year with much hope.:)
Thank you, Martina. Yes, there is much reason to be hopeful. Best to you in the New Year!
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Dr. Stein, thanks for sharing your lessons learned in the year now behind us. Very heartfelt and thought-provoking. I’ve been struggling with my own list, too negative to share. In times like these, I fear for our species–trapped in divisiveness, self-interests, and loss of a moral compass.
I especially liked the following observations expressed under Lesson #2, “Normality”: “Each of us is the beneficiary of [our brave forebears’] courage, wisdom, and ingenuity. No wonder the Chinese venerate ancestors, those survivors of war, famine, poverty, and discrimination.”
How easy it is for our generation to take all the credit for our survival and advancement as a species. How easy it is for us to forget or deny the lessons they learned and passed on to us. How easy it is for us to fall prey of our own arrogance!
Appreciation for all that we have is within the power of each one of us. I hold onto that. Thanks for that reminder ❤
Thank you, Rosaliene. I found this both easy and difficult to write, trying to recognise both reason to hope and our terrible, if temporary, reality. I believe our new year will be better than the old one. Of course, it is a low bar to clear.
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